"Your Thoughts O God Haven't Always been My Thoughts"

   “Your Thoughts O God Haven’t Always been My Thoughts”

Jeremiah 29:11 says that God knows the thoughts he thinks toward us, and I am included, that they are thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give me and you an expected end.

There are times I just cannot wrap my mind around how, or even why he continues to care for me, or any of us. I will speak on my behalf, inasmuch that I know I am deserving of an existence of eternal damnation, and not be so graciously afforded his mercy, his undying unfailing love, and his blessed saving grace.

And let us be frank and completely bluntly honest here alright folks.  Neither do any of us deserve his unconditional love, mercy, or his grace. We deserve the complete opposite, and that is judgment without mercy. And that holds true because we as human beings can be very cruel to each other, very unkind, and uncaring.

And that is partly due because we are looking from the outside in, and not from the inside out. It is so easy for us to be critical, or to judge a situation based upon topical evidence, yet we have not fully been discerning the intricate issues involved on the inner circle of the facts of those to whom we are evasively critical toward. We know not what they are going through. And I speak from personal experiences, for I had this issue years ago, and I used to be the critical judgmental Christian.

I viewed situations topically and would have had still been doing so unless by Gods compassion, and his undeserved mercy upon me he that he does as he has bestowed upon my learning, and as he taught me just how ignorant I was. I as Paul the Apostle confessed aloud that I abhor myself, I am undone. Yet and still today I learn more about God daily every day he wakes me up to another day of chances. Every new day comes complete with its set of chances to be obedient unto him and his commandments, or chances to disobey and stand in dire need of grace.

Let me just be the first to say I am a wretch. I am as Isaiah who saw the Lord high and lifted up seated upon his throne, because I have, and I know him intimately and very personally.

I have much sorrow lodged deeply within the core center of my innermost being. My heart aches and I am still discovering my desperate need of him, to be healed by my Father, and comforted by my Loving God.

I ask him often why do you use me, why do you choose me to speak through, why am I your Prophet, surely there is another more worthy than I? I feel so undone, I am more than to be blamed, I am flawed, and I feel worthless more than any man, I am acquainted with grief, a man of sorrows.

I often say to God, why do you care about me still? You give me chance upon chance, I fail time after time. Yes granted I have victories time after to time, but the victories seem momentary. I knock the devils out with one blow, then they come back and knock my block squarely clean off and down I go. O God it just seems to me that I fail more than I am victorious.

I wish sometimes I would not wake up, that he would just let me pass away in my sleep. So child of God I know how horrible depression is, you are not alone in your experiences.  Please do understand, please believe me on this, that if Satan whispered to you that you’re the only one in this situation now. I want you to just know assuredly that you are not the only one! I need you to hang on, be transparent with God in the midnight hour, let yourself cry, weep those tears no one but you and God see, and let the tears flow because God is holding you as he holds me in those times, and the message to you today is, my child you have never been alone.

I need you to know my dear one that God isn’t looking for golden vessels and neither does he desire silver vessels. God is looking for broken vessels {broken people} so he can pour in his healing anointing oil into our festering wounds. So he can begin to heal us one issue {our wounds} one at a time.

God wants those of us the world terms to be the refuse of the world, the throwaways of society like us, whom the world chewed up, and then spit us out, and threw us away. God seeks to take what this cruel world throws away calling it trash and turns it {us} into his peculiar treasures. When the world see’s what he has done with us, they envy us, they revile us, and they utterly oppose us, and hate us, yeah they do, and they even fight against the move of God in us, flowing through us because they do not believe God wants to do for them as he did for us.

But we must reach out to them, and to say unto them in those hours of their need, that God was there for me so I could be now here for you. Let God love you through my love and care of you. Turn him not away by refusing his love I now show you.

The process of the total sum of experiences you and I go through and must continue to go through is not, and neither shall they be easy, but rather downright difficult, and at times, more than a few will sometimes seemingly appear to be impassible and utterly at times impossible. And while these insurmountable circumstances and experiences may seem so unbelievably, horrendously unable for us in our estimation to endure, let me just assure you my friend that God will strengthen you in those tearful woeful times, when in those moments you feel worthless, so sinful, so unworthy.

And when we reach our own abilities end, it will be at the end of those days when we escape in sleep at night, only to awake the morning to come, only to hear our unfailing and abounding faithful God say to us, do you feel better my son, do you feel better my daughter? We need to tell each other these words, to encourage one another with these sayings for it is in knowing that the Lord our God will never give up on us even when we give up on ourselves. That is why at those times I say that I do not possess the ability to comprehend, and I cannot seem to able fathom just how he can love me still. Isaiah 40:28-31, and Romans 11:26-36.

But it is God who by his Holy Spirit comforts me as he will comfort you also with soothing healing words as he does as he says, “Take courage my child, for my grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in your human frailty and weakness. Only acknowledge me and I will carry you when you can walk no further. I will always be here for you my child because I know what you do not. I know you fall, and fall hard. I know also that you will get back up that you will not wallow in the mire. Though you fall seven times in a day, I have seen you get back up time after time.

You are mine saith the Lord, and I am not ashamed to call you my own saith God for I am your Father saith Jehovah God and I love you with my eternal everlasting love. Let my love be your only banner over you, I am your cheerleading section saith God, and I believe in you my child because I created you, and I live in you by my Holy Spirit.

Live by me, live by my Spirit in you, that is truth, and that is the truth you know that has set you free through all these truths you have experienced my child. It is not the truth you simply know, but it is the truth you know and have experienced and will experience that will set you free. And whom the Son sets free is free indeed. I am the Lord thy God.”

So my Friend when you feel worthless and unworthy in those times because all you see is your shortcomings through those blinding tears your crying, whether inward tears or flowing from your eyes, just know our Father, and our God in glory is living within you by his Holy Spirit and he feels your sorrows, he is grieved with you and Jesus stands in the Presence of Almighty God his Father and our Father to intercede for all of us especially in our darkest hours of dire need.

He didn’t leave you to suffer alone but he suffered more than anyone. The pain Jesus endured on the Cross only makes sense if you know deep in your heart of hearts that that was God who loved you so much he was willing to die for you upon that old rugged tree made to be his Cross, and it is that God who is our God. And he is redeeming you and me minute by minute, hour by hour, day by day, one day at a time. And though we are unable to understand it now, take joy my child, for we shall understand it better by and by.

No one said it would be pretty, and no one said it would be all sunshine with no rain. We must understand to be as a tree we start out as the seed which was sown, then we must daily die to ourselves a thousand times, even if we need do so every single solitary day, and thus continue to happily struggle to push through the stubborn sod, that hardened ground of an unfeeling society to become the sapling as we continue growing from our lives experiences hard as they be, only then we shall begin to flourish near the rivers of refreshing waters as we mature into the trees of his Righteousness, of his planting, the Planting of the Lord. Read Romans 8:4, 1^st Corinthians 1:30, 2^nd Corinthians 5:21, Isaiah 61:1-3.

Then one fine day my Child we shall no more be children, but we will be Sons and Daughters of our Papa God, happily revealed at long last upon the mantle of God shown off to the world as one of his sons and daughters.

 Then God our Father along with our Lord Jesus from Nazareth our holy Sovereign and our holy King whom we shall at long last hear him proclaim to the whole world, “Behold what you threw away as garbage, and See what I have done” as he points to each and every last one of us his holy sons and daughters and smiles from ear to ear with utmost pride in his heart at the Job well done."

 

So hold on and hang in there child of God, he is on your side and he is on mine too. Romans 8:28, Romans 16:20, Genesis 3:15, John 3:16, Galatians 3:16, Revelation 11:15, and Revelation 12:11.

And in the end my Bible says in Revelation chapter 22:1-10 that we win the war. In the end we’ll all be together, and we’ll all be going home.

This visible world is not our home, for we look for a city whose maker and builder is our Papa, Almighty God.

And God shall gently wipe away every tear from off every face. And then he shall say unto all of us his Children, well done thou good and faithful servant, come and enter thou into the joys of thy Lord.

Foundational Scriptures Found in: Isaiah 25:8, Revelation 21:1-7, Matthew 25:21, Hebrews 11:10, Luke 19:17, and John 15:10-14.

Love Always, Gods humble Servant,

Joshua Carl S. Vitale~                                                                                                 

I lovingly dedicate this blog to My Lord, and My God, Jesus from Nazareth.

http://voice-of-the-prophetic.blogspot.com/   Voice of the Prophetic Blog.

“Is the Gift More Important Tomorrow than He who Gives It Today? Selah”

 “Is the Gift More Important Tomorrow than He who Gives It Today? Selah”


Today’s Reflection upon the Scripture in Jeremiah 12:2 "Thou have planted them, yes indeed you have, and they have taken root: they grow, yea, they even bring forth fruit: you are near to them, even seen in their mouth {words}, and yet you are far away from their reins, will, desires, and emotions.

“My Prayer to Ha'shem the Name for the L-RD our G-D”

"O my L-RD and my G-D, there can be nothing worse. What could be worse than operating in the gifts of prophecy, or the gifts of the words of knowledge, and yet as I bear forth fruit, yes as the anointing I can even tangibly feel, the fruit I see, but yet if my heart be far from you my Abba G-D, not near to Papa G-D, what profit is there in such pursuance of the gifts you give, even though your gifts are granted and that without repentance?

My only resounding, and recurrent thoughts lodged deep within myself O G-D cry out to myself is that “there is nothing worse than being gifted, but not knowing the gift giver intimately"

My Jewish Midrash {Commentary}

"If ALL we have are his gifts, the gifting of the Ruach, the Spirit, but no real relationship to the Father, our life becomes voided. 1st Corinthians 13.

The scripture records Jesus who said, and today still I believe he says, by their fruit you will know them, but the enemy who knows G-ds word so well too slays me in a most deceptive fashion. Matthew 7:16.

For if I operate in a gifting, the tangible anointing I feel, yet G-D be far from my heart, my religious experience, yea, and my form of godliness is vain, bereft of authority, yes, and I stand in heinous jeopardy of gaining the world, yet losing my eternal soul in the process. Isaiah 44:20 contrasted unto Jeremiah 17:9.

O my G-d, and my L-rd, I plead, I implore thee {you} Let me have you in my life, and then thy gifts of knowledge, wisdom, and insight, for I rather know you, rather than operate in the gifting of thy gifts of your Ruach, thy Holy Spirit, Amein. Micah 6:6-9 contrasted unto Ecclesiastes 12:13-14.

I pray, L-rd, let my prayer return into mine own heart, lest I become what I despise, or worse, lest I am as that noble vine that you planted, yet in my humanity I lose my soul in the pursuance of perfection, Amein. Let my prayer be set before you as incense, and my offerings of willful submission unto thy search light, let it be as the evening oblation. Psalm 141:2.




Love the Servant of the L-RD my G-D,


Carl Vitale*                                                                                                                      

http://voice-of-the-prophetic.blogspot.com/

"Thus Saith the L-RD, the G-D of Yisrael unto the Apostate Church of America"

“Thus Saith the L-RD, the G-D of Yisrael unto the Apostate Church of America”

                      “DEUTERONOMY 30:14-20, JOSHUA 1:-8-9, AND

                                                            JEREMIAH 18:7-11"

Hear the Word of Adonai, that came unto the Prophet of the L-rd Pharez, the son of Y’hudah, the son of Jacob, the same is Yisrael, the son of Isaac, the son of Abraham, the son of Terah.

I have controversy with you America, O ye brutish children who call yourselves by my name. Hear the Indictment of the L-RD who has controversy with the people who call themselves by the name of The L-rd.

You call yourselves saints, going by the title of Christ Like {Christians} and you falsely represent thyself as honorable, yet you are accepting and allowing yourselves to be ravished by ravening wolves. All the while on the inside of your cup you are filled to the full with greed for filthy lucre.

Yea, you willfully and knowingly accept the person of the wicked for gifts, yea saith the L-rd, you flagrantly turn your eyes away and wrest and pervert Judgment, and wrest Justice for the poor and the needy of thy people. And if this were not enough, whoremongers who hire their lovers and give them gifts, who follow their own protocols in doing what is right in everyone in their own sight, but you O America, you who playest the harlot and do pay all thy lovers giving them gifts so they will be to you a pleasant lover, so you mayest feel loved, yea you scornest hire and desire their affirmation, but you turn the back unto me thy Husband. Jeremiah 31:29-34.

Is this a small matter of all your whoredom's says the L-rd? Should I wink at your arrogance that you falsely present as ignorance before my people as you blatantly say, the L-RD says, but I have not sent you saith the Holy One of Yisrael. I tell you the truth, I do not know you, speak no more in my name to my people to deceive them saith the King whose name is the L-rd, or I will come and fight against you with the plagues contained in the Prophecy of my word in Deuteronomy 28.

Therefore O ye my Servants, Pray not for this people saith the L-rd, for I will not hear you on their behalf, nor will I deliver them from their destruction's saith the L-rd. Let the gods they have forsaken me to serve, yea let them deliver their ardent worshipers, yea let them save them since they delighted in them and trusted in their idols, idols of sports, idols of song and music, wood and stone and all manner of craft too, Romans chapters 1 & 2.

O America, you who willfully close your eyes to the Light and stone those sent to you to turn you from your iniquities, Woe be unto all of you who slay my Chosen Anointed Bride dwelling in thine midst saith the L-rd Jesus from Nazareth, I tell you the truth says Jesus, all the bloodshed, even all the blood of the innocents shall you answer for, their blood will I require at thine hands.

Have you fasted to know me? Then why is your heart unchanged before my Presence? Why does your scent yet remain lodged within you? You will suffer the fate that Moab suffered saith the L-rd, for the time is now at hand that I will send unto you wanderers who will cause you to wander, and they shall break your vessels, and I will cause your filthiness to depart from you from within thine midst saith the L-rd, for all your bottles will be emptied, and for all this my hand is stretched out still. Isaiah 44:8-21, and Isaiah 14:27, Jeremiah 48:11-18, Isaiah 48:9-11, Jeremiah 18:1-23, Exodus 23:20-22, Jeremiah 7:16, and 2^nd Chronicles 7:14, Ephesians 3:14-15, and James 2:7.

For you doest hinder those who would be devout followers of the Way, and thou doest this as you teach them to observe my mitzvah, my commandments, and yet you do not keep my commandments thyself. You blind guides, you strain at a gnat and swallow a camel.

You say let us heap to ourselves convenient teachers, teaching us doctrines of lies and of demons unto us, yea let us set up a league with them and get gain from the world and teach these things unto the L-rds sheep also that we may be profited by them too. Woe to you thou extortionists, you shall reap all the damnation you hast sown in iniquity for Eternity saith the King whose Name is the L-rd.

You say let us get fame, let us be rich, for our L-rd was made poor that we mayest be rich. Let us frame evil against the prophets of Adonai, for they prophesy dark days, and not of  light, of evil and not of good fortune.

O thou wicked servants, you adulterous husbandry, you are quick to forsake my law and embrace the hearts of strangers for filthy lucre sake, who teach those who would be my most sincere followers your smooth sayings passing yourselves off as my authentic ministers and deceiving my people for centuries.

Thus saith the L-rd Jesus, I will now act, I will not stand for your abominations while you lay my honor in the dust and trade in your dignity for dishonest gains.

For I have sent you prophets of my own choosing, yea mine Anointed Messengers hast I sent, but you would none of my words, you vipers, you brutal snakes. How can you being evil give good words to those starving while you starve with them, yea, you feast on desert sand as you suffer it willfully knowing the pools of water are but sand, yea, you know they are but mirage’s. Jude 1:8-19.

O ye simple minded I have sent my Prophet to you to speak all the words I say and hast put in his mouth to speak to you, and yet you refuse him as you refused me. O ye slothful wicked Nation, I will get me honor upon thee. The words I shall speak through my Prophet shall burn you like fire does wood, until you are reduced to ashes. Jeremiah 5:14.

America, O America, I will avenge me and repay fury unto you and to mine adversaries who bespeak me, who lie to my heritage for the monetary gifts Satan promises them as he has beguiled both you and them to believe he is me, but he is not me, nor has he ever been me, but that which looks like, sounds like, even appears to be like me, I tell you the truth, it is not me, I am the L-RD and there is none else beside me, nor before me, nor after me saith the L-rd.

Why will you not try the spirits by the spirit any longer? Why believe you their lies, yea saith the Spirit, neither do you question the doctrines anymore for you have people’s persons in admiration who are in my pulpits across your lands O America, for they are controlled and ruled by wicked spirits in high places, these are your rulers now O America. Ephesians 6:12.

If I had dealt with Russia with even the fifth part of mercy I have shown unto thee America, I tell you the truth, they would have had repented long ago in sackcloth and would have had heaped ashes upon their heads.

I tell you the truth, it will be more tolerable for Russia than for you America on the Day of Judgment. Two shall be working in the field, one will be taken in judgment, the other will be left standing beholding the reward of the wicked upon the wicked right before their eyes saith the King whose name is Adonai. Psalm 91:8.

Why do you travel over land and sea to win multitudes and to make of them disciples of sin like unto yourselves? Your Military even pillage and rape my women in many nations with your military deceptions, many of your soldiers do amiss.

Yea, you go about to feed other nation’s poor but your own people languish in perils and sword and famine, yet you forsake your own flesh to provide for strangers. You are worse than infidels saith the King of all Nations, whose name is Jehovah Jireh.

You accept the persons of the wicked in thy midst and suffer those false prophets and prophetesses who are members of the body of the spirit of Jezebel, the spirit of Antichrist, and you murder my Anointed Servants who preach my holy words, and all because they do not adulterate my words like you do.

You tithe the tenth of your finances but you rob me of the tenth of your time you are awake, time you should be ministering daily unto me.

I ask for so little and promise you so much, but you are ruthless, unmerciful to others, impatient, incontinent, and fierce to those who truly follow me with all of their hearts, and you wound many with your wicked foul speech and careless idle words, then at night say, O L-rd bless me.

You hypocrites, you apostates, I will remove every last one of thy candlesticks out of his place and cut you asunder and assign you your portion with the rest of those who sell their soul to the devil for a morsel of bread just as that wicked Esau whom my soul loathed and despised. Who for one morsel of pottage and bread sold his portion of the birthright to Jacob my Chosen.

So shall it be in this day saith the L-rd, for those of you who have sold out and now that which would have had been for your welfare shall be to thy demise, and I will give your one talent unto my Servant who has had five and have since gained other five talents in righteousness and in fairness, not as those of you have done and still brazenly yet still to this day do in extortion and excess as you charge your own with interest, a thing my soul doeth abhor with the greatest vehement abhorrence.

Yet if you wilt repent and return to me with your entire being and all thy heart and adhere to my holy word, then will I hear from heaven and forgive your sins, and then will I heal thy land. 

For I willfully desire not to inflict indictments upon thee, O my People return unto me, for I am your Eternal Life, the Fountain of Living Waters. Let him who reads the testimony of the Prophecy of this book read and understand, yea let him come and drink, yea eat and drink my bread, and my water that I will give him and he shall live and all his household with him. 2nd Chronicles 7:14.

Behold if you return saith the L-RD, then will I the L-rd bless you in all these blessings of Deuteronomy 28:1-14.

Yet if you refuse and rebel, you shalt surely be destroyed and I will devour you with the sword of my mouth saith the Holy One of Yisrael according to the curses in my word in Deuteronomy 28:15-68.

Touch not mine Anointed, do not trample underfoot my word and my holy prophets I have sent, am sending as you did those I formerly have sent to you. They are my Watchmen upon thy walls O America, for I sent them unto you to speak mine words, but repent, for the time of the end is at hand.

They who endure unto the end the same shall be chosen when I make up my jewels in that day. And as a Man who spares his own Son who serves him so shall I spare you in the day of my wrath if you wilt repent, just come back home where you belong saith the L-RD thy G-D, the Mighty One of Ya’akov.{Jacob} Malachi 3:16, and also Micah 7:18-20.

Memory Scripture- Jeremiah 6:16, and Matthew 11:25-30.

Jeremiah 12:1-6, Matthew 7:15-23, Matthew 22:14, and 1^st Timothy 4:1-3, and 2^nd Timothy 3:1-9, Ezekiel 2:1-10, Ezekiel 3:1-16, Isaiah 66:1-4, Jeremiah 6:10-20, 1^st Thessalonians 5:22, Deuteronomy 19:14, Proverbs 24:9, Psalm 1:1, Jeremiah 48:11-18, and Jeremiah 48:26-31, 2^nd Peter 2:11-22, Jeremiah 6:16, Matthew 11:25-30, John 3:16, Colossians 3:16, Ecclesiastes 5:1-6, Ecclesiastes 7:29, Ecclesiastes 10:1, Hebrews 13:17, and Hebrews 10:26, 1^st Peter 4:19, 2^nd Peter 2:14, Exodus 33:14, Proverbs 18:5, Leviticus 19:15, Exodus 23:6-8, Proverbs 17:4, Proverbs 28:9, 21-23, and Isaiah 30:15.